Hi Everyone :-)
I feel pretty stupid right now coz although we did have a storm it didn't last 5 hours!! I'm gonna think in future before I type an entry.........
As the heading says I'm moaning again!! It sometimes feels like that's all I do in my journal but I know you'll say I'm being stupid saying that!! Anyway I'm not really moaning but it's that time of month again when I feel sorry for myself. I just feel like if I had more money I wouldn't be missing out on so much and feel so lonesome. That sounds stupid as well doesn't it??!! It's funny coz you think of these things in your head and when you come to write them down it just doesn't sound the same. Ok to put it simply I wish I had a bit more money to be able to text my Queen mates more, and go to more events but I can't, it doesn't matter how much I want to I have to think about 'real life' as it were!! I just wish I could be one of those people that think 'sod it' and when they wanna do something they just go and do it.................but I'm not and I can't!! This all sounds very pessimistic doesn't it?
I don't know what else to say I'm just rambling here, (is Craig in BB crying?? What a wimp!! sorry but............), and I don't think this is taking any direct route. I hope you'll bear with me!! It doesn't help that my best mate is in Cardiff but that's not her fault I think I'm just missing her :-( She'd cheer me up!! No doubt when she reads this she'll have a go at me for not ringing her but I just don't sometimes. I'm not painting myself in a good light here.............oh well!!
Work is ok!! I have to tell Sara that Dave had a kit kat today and he read out 'Remember you are not a salmon'. I chuckled at that and thought of Sara and her whole journal entry :-)
I'm gonna go and find something to cheer myself up.
Take care
Jen xx
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we did not get the storms either, just one small one this afternoon and even I could cope with that one lol.
Aww Jen you're not stupid there's a few things in there we all think of. Our storm was quick too.~xxR
Ice cream always cheers me up!
Su
x
glad the storm didn't last too long. Craig in big brother is always crying, I agree he is a wimp...........Jules xxx
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Your journal entry cheered me up. Was it meant to do that?
It was great!
Oh Jen, you're not always moaning, neither are you stupid, far from it in fact! Sorry you're having a bad day, at least you were reminded that you're not a salmon, hee hee, I'd forgotten about that :o) I always think of you whenever I see anything to do with Queen, which is much cooler than the salmon thing, lol! Keep smiling hon.
Sara x
I know what you mean, i've had those days. Sometimes I just feel so alone cause Adam's in Florida and my best mate is at uni in Leeds. But i'll tell you, sometimes a good moan can work wonders. I wish that money didn't exist, that we could all do what our heart desired. I'd tell you, i wouldn't be sitting in my front room typing this, I'd be in Florida. And you wouldn't be at home reading this, you'd be out with your Queen mates. But such is the way that money makes the world go round. Still, every once in a while you have to say, screw it, and charge that plane ticket on your credit card...least i did.
I hope you perk up soon sweetie, see that your glass if half full. and look how many complete strangers (aka your journal land family) care about you!
Didn't have room for this bit!!!
Oh and for those time of the month blues, get yourself some Starflower Oil, it's brilliant, I take just one tablet every day and it works wonders, much better than Evening Primrose Oil. In fact, I can't even tell when I'm due these days!!!! LOL Even my hubby gives a sigh of relief!!! LOL
Take care, I hope you're feeling a bit better. The weather doesn't help much though does it!!!! Sue
Ahhh Jen, sorry to see you're feeling a bit down in the dumps. Think of it like this, no matter how much money you want, you'll always want more. The more you have the more you spend etc. etc. However, think positive. I'm a great believer in Feng Shui. A positive mind, brings positive results. Now a few feng shui tips....get yourself a compass and locate the southeast area of your home. This is your money area. Find a metal container and put all your loose change in it (I get rid of all my pennies and 2ps in it). Now find a cupboard or somewhere where you can hide it, or at least put it out of site, that's one tip. Second tip, buy yourself a money plant (Crassula Ovata) and locate it in the west, north west or north of your home. Also an orange citrus tree located in the south east. All of these symbolise money/wealth. You have to believe they will do something positive. When I first started doing feng shui I felt so positive about what I was doing, that, lo and behold things started to happen. Sometimes only a small thing like getting a rebate cheque from the gas board, then I got some free shares, then I won some compensation for a missold endowment, then my hubby got promoted and with everything that happens the more positive you start to feel.
If you are single and want to encourage a romance or marriage in your life you should concentrate on the southwestern part of your house. To activate this corner place symbols of marriage i.e. a pair of ducks. Other symbols are a picture of a peony or a wedding bouquet. You only need put one pair of ducks in that corner, as two sets symbolise two marriages!!!! Also red roses are lucky in this location. I'm not sure if you will believe in any of this, but I and many of my friends swear by it!!! You can get a book by a lady called Lillian Too called feng shui cures, which basically gives you lots of tips for all sorts of things.
I don`t think you`re always moaning . I love your journal it`s a lot of fun to read. I must admit to being a bit worried at the prospect of a five hour storm but in this mad country who knows what we`ll get ?...lol! Nothing would surprise me anymore weather-wise! Sometimes the real world is just so boring eh?! Have a great weekend :-)
Sandra xxxx
Its good to have a good moan sometimes, its even better when u can have a moan and u have someone who will listen to u moaning, if that makes sense lol
The great thing about keeping a journal is that, writing lots of negative and pessimistic stuff often makes it easier to put problems in perspective - and see solutions even. And it also gives you the chance to let off steam, instead of bottling it all up. When you sit in front of the keyboard, and you're feeling down, then write about it. If you don't, you're not being true to yourself - just driving the problems deeper underground. But that's what I like about your journal, it's honest - and very human.
David.
Hope you cheered yourself up Jen and it's good to let off steam some times. Imagine how a kettle feels, he lets that anger out every time he's in use, what a happy chappy and what a loon am I!
Gary
We all have our down moments and where better to get it off your chest than in your journal?? You're among friends anyway and I hope you've cheered up. They say money isn't everything and it's not, but I would be willing to experiment! Really hope things are looking better.
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