Hi Everyone :-)
I feel pretty stupid right now coz although we did have a storm it didn't last 5 hours!! I'm gonna think in future before I type an entry.........
As the heading says I'm moaning again!! It sometimes feels like that's all I do in my journal but I know you'll say I'm being stupid saying that!! Anyway I'm not really moaning but it's that time of month again when I feel sorry for myself. I just feel like if I had more money I wouldn't be missing out on so much and feel so lonesome. That sounds stupid as well doesn't it??!! It's funny coz you think of these things in your head and when you come to write them down it just doesn't sound the same. Ok to put it simply I wish I had a bit more money to be able to text my Queen mates more, and go to more events but I can't, it doesn't matter how much I want to I have to think about 'real life' as it were!! I just wish I could be one of those people that think 'sod it' and when they wanna do something they just go and do it.................but I'm not and I can't!! This all sounds very pessimistic doesn't it?
I don't know what else to say I'm just rambling here, (is Craig in BB crying?? What a wimp!! sorry but............), and I don't think this is taking any direct route. I hope you'll bear with me!! It doesn't help that my best mate is in Cardiff but that's not her fault I think I'm just missing her :-( She'd cheer me up!! No doubt when she reads this she'll have a go at me for not ringing her but I just don't sometimes. I'm not painting myself in a good light here.............oh well!!
Work is ok!! I have to tell Sara that Dave had a kit kat today and he read out 'Remember you are not a salmon'. I chuckled at that and thought of Sara and her whole journal entry :-)
I'm gonna go and find something to cheer myself up.