So I lied about this entry!! In the previous entry I said I would carry on telling you about my adventures well I feel the need to rant so this has to take priority ;-)
Everything has gone from bad to worse and why is it when you need a damn good cry you can't do it?? Over the past two days I've felt VERY emotional whilst listening to music and wanted to cry but have stopped myself!! Why?? Well the first time I wanted to cry over Friends Will Be Friends and as I was listening to the MP3 player at the time arriving at work I figured it was not a good time.
Yesterday when I got home from work I turned on my TV. Channel 4 is fuzzy but there's still a picture and sound, ITV was fuzzy but there was no sound and the same was happening to BBC1 & 2 :( I usually watch the soaps and eat my tea at the same time and coz I could only watch the picture to Eastenders and not hear anything this depressed me further!! (I should mention my TV has done this before but it would usually sort itself out in about 1/2 an hour, but not so yesterday!!)
So I log on and visit a few websites - I have a message on Myspace that I wanted to read but kept getting their godforsaken error message so I couldn't read it!! At the same time I thought I would check out Youtube ~ lately that's been loading in the vids, playing about a minute and then closing down. Last night I was watching some Foo's videos and during one, felt like crying again *shakes head in disbelief* It certainly wasn't a sad song but I was just feelin' very low at the time I think!!
Today my TV is no better and I managed to have a bit of a cry before tea but certainly nothing to make me feel better :( Neither Wayne or Trina could cheer me up!!
The moral of this story is I'm cold and fed up!!
On a slightly happier note ~ if there is one ~ had a thought towards Trina's xmas present!! So that's a couple of ideas swimming in my head but it's not a great one, but due to lack of anything else I have to go with it!!
Also on a happier note I have discovered a new game on Kafka :) The packing coloured boxes one into the vans - the downside is it doesn't work fast enough on my computer so I shall have to save it for lunch breaks lol
Right I better go and figure out whether I can afford a new TV ~ I've missed Enders and Holby City tonight - god help me on Thursday when Catherine Tate and Never Mind The Buzzcocks is on I shall be very depressed!!
Well I'm gonna take my miserable self off before I bring you down too.....................
Take care friends xx