Wednesday, 19 January 2005

Oh woe is me!!

Hi everyone hope your ok?

Thanks for your kind comments once again :-)  It really does make it worth writing when you know people out there are reading!!  Also thanks for the chat last night Jeannette it was nice to talk to you!!

Right I didn't update yesterday as Trina managed to get the tix.  Newcastle, Manchester, Birmingham, Cardiff, and Sheffield are all standing tix.  Wembley are seating and we've got block C but I don't know which one.  As long as it's not C3 coz that's behind the mixing desk!  Last night I was looking for hotels, B&B's.  Not had any luck yet but never mind......

So what's happened today?  Work was terrible.  I can't seem to do right for doing wrong.  The woman who sits next to me either just hates her job and wishes to take out the fact she's there on me, or she just doesn't like me!!  I know your probably getting really tired of reading about all this insecurity at work from me but unfortunately it's who I am!  Deep down inside I am a very insecure person and if I write my feelings down this will come out.  I mean it is getting to me and I did feel like crying, which is ridiculous.  What is worse is the fact that if I was making really HUGE mistakes I could understand it but simply forgetting to take an address or putting a copy of an account instead of a letter in the folder, is not really a good reason to give me the cold shoulder for the morning.  She only started talking again when she was talking about her cruise.  Grrr......

Just as you thought life couldn't get any worse it did!! I've cancelled something at work and I don't know how I did it and wished I hadn't.  Once I'd got into the screen though I had to continue coz I couldn't come out of it.  I'm quite worried about it, but I have to sort it out tomorrow.  I haven't told anyone what I've done, so this will probably give everyone a good excuse to give me the cold shoulder treatment for real!!

So then it goes from bad to worse although they did play extremely well.  Exeter lost 2-0 to that scum!!  Trina and Wayne watched it here and we all went mad when the ball went over the line for Exeter.  Little didwe know that it was offside.  Watching Wayne during the match was hysterical, he was literally jumping up and down in front of the TV.  LOL......He was such a fidget.  Bless him........

I got my photos back yesterday and now Brian and myself have gone in the frame.  I just need to have my picture taken with another famous person and that will be the frame complete.  It's one of those that takes several photos.  When I showed it to the guys at work, my teamleader said I should frame it have it on my desk so everything one thinks Brian's my boyfriend LOL I like her thinking ;-)

Queen are letting fans have a say in the setlist so I've sent off my choices.  Had to ring Trina though coz if I didn't she would have said 'oh you could've told me.......' LOL

Well I'm gonna leave you here :-)  I'm using different pics that I've saved to sign off each time and I think today's is quite fitting :-P

 JEN xx

 

7 comments:

sdrogerson said...

I take it there weas a football match tonight then!
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sarajanesmiles said...

Ooh it makes me mad that people can be so nasty at work!!!  Grrr!!!  It really does!!!  Are you getting how mad that makes me?!!!  You know that I understand - see today's journal entry - how horrible it can be.  I mean, forgetting to take an address is not the end of the world.  I used to make silly mistakes all the time when I worked for that company I talked about, mainly because I was so worried and stressed all the time.  At my next job I dealt with the whole administration for my department and very rarely made a mistake.  At that place I had a fantastic boss and great workmates.  It makes such a difference in a workplace how people are treated.  Ooh, Sara rant ;o)  Sorry hon, it just makes me so mad when people are mean!!!  Rant over, I promise, OK just a small Grrr left over from the rant - Grrr!
Sara   x

jeanno43 said...

Horrible when there is a bad atmosphere at work.  Hope you get that thing sorted, the one your cancelled.  Great chatting with you on im.  Take care xxxx

irisclyde said...

Great you've got tickets. Shame about work. Maybe when you look at it again tomorrow, the mistake will be easy to put right.
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watsbre said...

LOL thanx for the comment on my Journal. Very very funny about the Judge on your trial. I hope work goes okay tomorrow and the problem gets fixed. And oh yes, i'm a utd fan :P

tommytickla said...

I found writing all about my work angst last year helped understand the root causes of it - you work things up into a frenzy in your mind, and get caught up on one issue that really might not be very important at all, but at the time feels like the last straw. A lot of it too is to do with the people you work with too. They don't sound very supportive. That woman next to you? Time to put up a screen to block her out, not neccessarily a physical barrier. It's the last thing you need when the going's tough, someone else that really drags your morale down. As for mistakes? Do they really matter? Really? This is what I did, this is why I did it - it helps to have a defense. Some things don't work out, but so what? But really the australian attitude is the best - the 'no worries mate' attitude.
Not sure about the football stuff.....

quartrlyfecrysis said...

My alerts must be screwy because I'm not getting all of them, had to go back and read up!  I'm sorry work's troubling you.  When I first started working in accounting I had a heck of a time with the paperwork, and the mean ladies...one even started yelling at me one day because she didn't like my way of organizing my desk!  After a while you'll know the workings of the office and all will be good!  *Love the pic :)*
xoxo~Bernadette