Tuesday, 15 November 2005


 Hi Everyone :-) Hope you're all ok?

Work is crap at the moment, gettin' less busy and my colleague whom I shall forever refer to as her or it, is getting on my nerves even more so!! It hasn't helped that we've managed to find at least 3 mistakes I made over the last 2 days. I don't like those odds to be honest with you. I dread to think what's gonna happen tomorrow!! It's not doing my confidence any good at all!! I must've had a really bad month last month. Either that or I'm just letting it get to me too much. That wouldn't surprise me. I am really considering getting the paper tomorrow with the job section in it. I expect this all to pass but I just don't know at the moment!! Plus I'm worried about this woman coming back from maternity leave. Apparently she may not be back until January and when she does return she will only be in for 2 days but I know they were a team before I worked there. Does all this sound like jealousy to you?? How pathetic is that? I just hate feelin' left out and I get like that a lot. I'm beginning to think the more I go on the more pathetic I am!

Let's change the subject coz I'm getting myself worked up and it's not worth it. There's a Queen documentary on channel 4 tonight at 11.05pm. Here's the chance for another rant. Every morning until today Channel 4 have been advertising their UK Music Hall of Fame programmes especially that one about John Peel. Not once have I seen an ad about the programme tonight!! Sorry I know it's not worth gettin' worked up about that, it's just annoying!! The one time I wanna watch an advert their not showing it!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr......................

I've been writing my xmas wish list for Trina which she'll be happy about!! Apart from that I haven't been doing much else apart from losing my patience with everyone and everything.

I think it's time I went to my happy place coz this journal entry is turning into rant, rant and more rant!! I promise tomorrow's will be a happier entry and if it won't it'll just be a quiz entry LOL...........

Off to stare at some Roger pics

Best wishes to you all

Jen xx   


stewielad1 said...

Dont let them get you down. I was really shy when I started at my place 10 years ago, but over the years, I've become more confident, especially since I was diagnosed. I dont care anymore what people think, I'm more layed back now.
I'm just waiting for the Queen thing to come on..I bet i've seen it before

danniboo05 said...

where do you work at ?  and where you from?

irisclyde said...

It's your journal and you can rant if you want to! Hope you've had a better day and I hope I can save this comment, as things are going a bit funny on the journals scene this evening!


jaymact1 said...

Sorry you are having such a hard time at work its awful when someone is looking for faults I had that for a while and it drives you mad and with me Stuart as well as I would come home in a bad mood and foul temper.  Waiting on the Quiz. Love Joan..